she's running. oh so very fast. trying to get away from her past. i don't think she'll escape.

the fog outside is incredible. i want to go outside and play. or better, run. infact..i don't care how tired and sore my legs are. as soon as i am done writing this entry i am going on a nice long 45 min. jog. i miss track.

this weekend we had another tournament out in pearland. fucking 281ers.. missed the whole day on friday again and we played 2 games on friday and 2 games on saturday. lost our first game and won the rest. played a bunch of 281er teams who really pissed me off cuz they played dirty soccer and talked a lot of trash for no reason. i got the shit kicked out of my ankle and had to come out for a little bit to get it wrapped. fucking 281ers. they had cowbells and they had hick accents and they woman raped us. on saturday it started pouring down rain and by the end of the game i was pruny. the wind was going about 100 mph and it was freezing cold. we got home and the first thing i did was have a hot bath which lasted about 30 min. then went to dinner with evan, eddy, seth, adam, jason, jeremy, jill and celia. andrew came a little late. i also took the sat IIs on saturday, so glad that's over with. friday night i couldn't do anything which sucked cuz about 50 billion people were calling and chris called and i really wanted to go over to their new appartment but i couldn't. i sat in bed and couldn't fall asleep and i finished my book.

last night i hung out with stephen chris and ro for a little at their new appt with their cute dog. and then me and chris went to explosions. then chris got kicked out. so i hung out with william the stud. their opening bands were ok. something hacksaw played a fucking mean violin haha and then project octopus bothered me at times. explosions in the sky were pretty fucking awesome. i loved it. and then i went back to ro's to drop of chris's car. jon texted me a thousand times during the show. and i was going to meet up with him. and i was leaving ro's appartment and i had my phone in my hand and i changed my mind. fuck. im still not sure why. but i'll figure myself out eventually. so instead i went home and lay in bed for a couple hours before i fell asleep.
'i was really hoping to see you tonight'
i was too

today=running, basquiat, HUNTER HUNTER, and vassar interview

monday=chris's birthday

wednesday=jonathan's birthday which means this weekend=AUSTINNNN to celebrate jon jons 21st!